18th of September

September 18, 2011

Everytime if I stay at home alone for too long, my mood tends to be a little down. I like busy lifestyle, because I'd have no time to think about all the nonsense. All the ugly thoughts like to run wild in my mind when I have too much free time.
I looked at the date today. And my heart ached a little. Things were so different back then. I want to go back so much. so much.
I started to think about the past, miss the past, realize how much things have changed, realize I can't have things that aren't mine, accept the fact that they are all past tense now. Some times I feel perfectly fine, I say I'm happy and I honestly mean it, but some times I'd start thinking about something I don't have and can't have. Humans always want something they can't have, yea?

Don't start asking me not to be sad, because it is okay to be sad once in a while. I'm a human. I have emotions. And this is the beautiful thing being a human. We have emotions.
I give myself a smile. I do not regret. Never. Memories are beautiful. and always more beautiful than reality.

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  1. Life is like that. Human always think of the things that they don't have. However, human needs to learn how to appreciate the things that they owned. I wish your dream come true. Cheeer ..

    Irelandkopi

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  2. @Irelandkopi:
    haha it's so weird to type 'irelandkopi' but i know who you are :) thanks a lot.
    yeah. that's what we call 'life' yea?

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